A clear message today I received from the highest of the Spiritual Realm. As I do not hear voices or even see any shape, thing, or spirit. But I feel a pleasant pressure and warmth amongst my face and at great peace in my heart and mind. At ease and harmony perse.
I know
this to be a sign for me to look within and listen to my surroundings and
thoughts and notice
anything that would be out of my normal patterns and
topics in thought. So this evening after
I had finally sat down my face began to get flushed and my worries I had just
seconds ago were suddenly not even in
thought and so I knew I needed to open my
mind close my eyes and relax, with no
intent no questions and just recognize the visuals that come in. A gold door and a man is opening it and he is in decisive to leave or go. He is in the full figure of a human but as a clouded silhouette in the distance. The door swings
open to close but not as a swinging door but as one that he keeps opening and
shutting it. When I figured out after a few times in repetition mode that he was unsure to stay or go, that very
second my heart went from harmony and peace to a fast drop of ulcers feeling
sinking, soulless piercing with the beats of my heart. Every beat it would drop
like that like an elevator when the cables have broken and you’re on floor 11.
This is
when my ego steps in and strays me (but only for 30 seconds or so) to believe
that the man I have fallen so in love with and searched for the past year, (my
soulmate and heart’s desire) had drifted and this was telling me he had repeatedly
tried but it was time for him to go. This
is an ego interview due to the negative impact of my actually really good day
in a long time. Your ego is usually the worst-case scenario. But I quickly learned that and cleared my mind
again, The heart emotions were I believe telling me that I needed to go to the
place in my mind where I could see the realness of my heart's desire and to open
my thoughts upon what exactly real love means to me at every beat and not an on
and off an open shut door it’s a continuous beat and open door and never closed.
The man is a blur I have
not found him in my search but I noticed it was a white clouded and black silhouette
so he is now visible that's what I took from that. The words of thought entered in an
instant, and out of not just a normal thought process but a thought that had
never entered my mind since this journey had begun. It said:
“ Go to
the place in your heart where you know real love and think on this for a few of
your time then if it is him that comes he will come and if not then I would
know my answer. “
So right
at this moment I will raise my spiritual vibrations and clear any space that is what my mind wants it to be
and allow my heart to tell me the truth. I am in fear of the possibilities of
what I don’t want but I will accept them if it is the truth.
I chose the heart chakra opening vibration at 343 Hz and laid down for 4 min. 32
seconds and I just said in thought visualizing myself at a golden door with it
opened and the divine white light on the other side I stood at a distance and
said please lead me to the realness of our love and the truth that the mind has
forbidden me to see. At that very second my heart went to that piercing feeling
but at consistent motion and not by beat. With it on its own, it is actually a
great excitement feeling and not as negative as the first response.
Then there
is a particular tone to the truck that makes my heart race. If it is him or not, I
don’t know but for some reason, my heart just gets so thrilled to hear this
tone. And with those two responses together
I’m still at a positive feeling and then all of a sudden my heart just goes as
a dull bored normal beat feeling as if all the excitement seconds ago never
happened. So this leads me to believe
that it is time to wait and see what happens. It’s time for my inner emotions
and subconsciousness to process my
reality and my answer will be in front of me or my chapter on this is ending and time for the
next part of my spiritual self-loving journey.
I end with these words from the heart:
Only you know the steps you walk and
the amount it measures up to be,
Has it taken its toll on your life or
is worth every penny to be able to stand and fight.
It is hard for us to accept just how hard
life can hit us when we want in our mind
so much opposite of what is best.
If you can face that fear of knowing both
paths are possible,
And be open that either way you will
still do and have great things to come
Believe in what comes naturally.
Never question the emotions but reject
the thoughts that follow,
Then the real courage is to love everything about
what’s so accepting in your heart
And let life flow. Embrace yourself
and get up close and personal with your vibrations of vibrancy
And accuracy with the illusions only
in the dreams that pass!
In the name of Jesus Christ, I say
Thank God and Thank You,
Brooke Smith
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